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Sunday, 27 June 2010
Sunday, 25 April 2010
well last night was fun..
dear diary?.. first a lavly dinner italiano style with my sister and her boyfr. random bumping into the mother and sister of said boyfr in central london of all places. then the journey to old street..
quick drink at the flat before heading to james’ for talks of sick movie trailers, sleep paralysis and vanilla/playdough cigarettes.
at patrick’s there was a lot a lot a lot of ppl. got on the roof for a bit, scratched my hand on the roughy bit round the edge that i didn’t see. contemplated and discussed jumping the approx. 5metre gap between this building and the next, didn’t happen because someone would have died hah. found a cool pepper shaker thing with a light on the end, accidentally sprinkled some into jack’s beer, may have then also sprinkled some more in just to be nasty.. as revenge he was tossing it all over the place and one of the places it got to was my eye. spent a good few minutes with tears coming out my right eye and fcking my makeup as a result.
we were told to get down from the roof then ‘cos too many ppl were up there, then some dude with long hair tried to come up, was told he couldn’t and he started a fight.. on a roof.. with no barriers.. whilst pretty much fcked. good job dickhead! finally got back into the flat spent a while just sorta hanging about, chatting etctc. wounded up in the kitchen for more chats and giggles and water service.
in short, left to go back to james’.. jo lost phone so went back to patrick’s and just ended up having a bit of a dance, didn’t find phone so just left. bumped into patrick on way out, this is when he threw salad all over the road..
that 10min bus journey was pretty epic though. got a flower picked for me from jack’s pal anthony, downloaded the lightsaber app on phone aha, singing ignition remix and thong song.
at james’ the banter continued.. i think i agreed to marry jack at 30 if we’re both unattached? slapped him so his cheek turned red? and punched him in the stomach? i’m a really good friend
jokes night and i don’t wanna do work so i wrote it out. oh gawwd
Tuesday, 6 April 2010
http://www.last.fm/user/gigiiii_/charts?charttype=weekly&date_to=1270382400
• Alexisonfire (65)
• Blink 182 (58)
• Dance Gavin Dance (47)
• A Skylit Drive (42)
• 2NE1 (투애니원) (37)
Imported from Last.fm
Sunday, 4 April 2010
uh oh
it's like myspace again, i phone-photo whored.. uhps. i look nicer sideways, everyone looks nicer sideways :(
Tuesday, 30 March 2010
it's a really awesome song, rediscovering some stuff i haven't listened to in a while on this lazy day of mine and it's feels good. a skylit drive, dance gavin dance, circa survive and chiodos to name a few. started to get well into pierce the veil as well (thanks steffen) :D

all these bitter people complaining about the reading line-up being shit or whatever but i’ve found it pretty good the last couple of years - even though i’ve only been to ‘09. you don’t go to be watching bands constantly anyway, plus you’re unlikely to know every band on there.. so go open minded, stop pissing on my bonfire ‘cos i’m absolutely ecstatic about b182 headlining this year. people who know know know me understand that i’ve been waiting half my life to see them live. other bands i’m excited to see are paramore, billy talent, all time low, gnr, dizzee, pendulum, nofx and enter shikari.. 4 of which i’ve seen before and i can’t remember having a bad time! other people i am looking fwd to seeing but i don’t really know arrrrre weezer, cypress hill, maccabees, cribs, and band of horses. there ya go, see you there my friends xx
Sunday, 28 March 2010
CHEERIO!
holly’s leaving drinks thing..
1hr on the district line to richmond and to the lot! second time i’ve ever been there and it was about 10x as busy as last time. why was EVERYONE there last night? people i haven’t seen in years, pretty cool though. discovered strawberry cider, was so nice, just tasted like a fruity juice hah. enjoyed/didn’t enjoy watching holly get more and more drunk and completely gone before 11:30pm.. enjoyed cos honest i was really funny, didn’t enjoy her giving me the finger when i asked if she felt better. also shouting ‘NO! I LOVE YOU, BUT THAT’S NOT THE POINT’ when i asked whether she wanted to go to the bathroom to chill for a bit. not really sure what this point was she was talking about.
was a bit freaked out on the way to steph’s by simone constantly saying ‘fine ass pussy’ for absolutely no reason at all. s’alright, i said i’d slap him if he said it one more time, he tried me and i followed through. sweet! stayed up chatting with steph about everyone and life and shit and shit for a bunch o hours before drifting off to sleep. got up, tube again and back in the east now, ruth is not home even though she said she was, not much food left, just dried mango.. some ramen noodles, an apple or two and ferrero rochers. someone buy me some real food. might go and try conquer paparazzi on keyboard now..
keep cool xx
Saturday, 27 March 2010
okay so i camwhored today, there was literally nothing else to do alright..
Wednesday, 24 March 2010
friday night, dean's birthday flat party thing. basically.. was good and felt so rough at the end. don't have much to say about it really, was a good night, some good chats and dances and etctc, met some neat new people, blah blah blah. didn't sleep all night, standardly, went home at 1:30ish the next day and instead of sleeping just sorta bummed around for a few hours.
then saturday night was THE SKINTS

at borderline. sorta felt like i wanted to die the whole night due to lack of sleep, appetite was also completely gone (went to macdonalds pre-borderline, would normally inhale a meal deal but ate a couple of chips and threw the rest away - never happens). didn't do much for the 3 support bands: dirty revolution, anti-vigilante and i think mouthwash were there again too. what i found strange were the groups of people there who genuinely physically looked about 12 or 13. i mean, i am judging 100% on appearance as they were also dressed in the sorta h&m stuff i used to wear in year 7.. but a few of them looked very out of place. managed to pick myself up for the skints set, still dying at stood to the left side of the stage with rosie and izzy who were keeping me company during my downer, whilst steph and holly were off at the front dancing their asses off. set wo awesome as usual, getting people moving, including the teeny bopper gothic chick in front of me who was sorta grinding with herself, didn't really know what was going on there. wasn't really right in the head to be dancing but i got myself moving for channel and bright girl, couple of headbangs there for the mid bit of contemplations are always necessary. would loved to have joined the pit but probably would have passed out. people in the crowd sung back every word, was pretty surreal.. can't begin to imagine what the band were feeling. especially for murderer which is one of the more well known tracks of the album.
when the set finished, the crowd and i chanted for an encore song.. and our demands were met with sociopath. (i never understood why sociopath isn't played normally, i've been to a bunch of skints shows to this date and sociopath hasn't been played once that i can remember. maybe this will be something that is changed in future since everyone seemed to want sociopath to be played and everyone went mental for it). kids jumping onto stage, completely lost jamie k and jonathan d for a bit.. marcia r was arm in arm with some guy wearing a penny-tee.. joshua wr was pushed to the back as people took over aha. think something happened to his guitar at one point as well, oops. was just a crazy end to a wicked set. we've been told some new material might be on its way but for the next few months the skints will be in europe so might not be seeing them again for a while. however, i've been informed about some reggae and apparently also dubby fest in the country in august where the skints are supposedly playing. can't for the life of me remember what the name of the fest is but i'mma find out cos it sounds sweet.
took 4 nights to get to writing about this gig/the weekend, i've been super lazy recently.. went out to the pub on monday night in the south-west and caught up with everyone from home-home. was still sorta on a massive downer so wasn't the most amazingly fun person but whatever, i'm fully rested and looking forward to many more nights chilled or unchilled this easter break. back to e1 tomorrow..
see you on the other side, peace xx
Tuesday, 9 March 2010
waaaaaaheibfnfks it's 2:11am and i'm still working
technical drawings all over my mind. can’t do it, i hate rulers, i hate rubbers and i hate masking tape. ONE MORE WEEK
looks like this week is going to be one where i leave my room only to make food/do washing/check the mail and to make sure i haven't lost the ability to exchange words with other humans.
Monday, 8 March 2010
8/3/10
found loads of old pictures from some back-up disks this weekend as well, there are so many brilliant photos from back in the emo/scene/myspace days. they were great.. aha..
HAHAHA this is one of the first pictures i ever uploaded to my myspace. i remember getting dressed up, working out the self timer on the camera, putting it on my bathroom floor and posing. we were all so cool maaan..nice editting with the ott frame and 50% there stars and stuff as well hah. what a prick..
feeling pretty nostaligic right about now with all these old pictures.. missing a bunch of people. not sure how people seem to drift in and out of your life, it's all a bit weird. baah, dumb mind, go to sleep
i'm out, laters!
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Saturday, 6 February 2010
i just watched the new video from billy talent, i think it came out on 1st of february?.. but anyway i liked it a lot. somewhut creepy with characters not unlike those in coraline. have fun with it
Friday, 5 February 2010

so wednesday night i travelled to kingston for the rebel alliance tour, having missed the camden date for paddy's farewell ting. in all honesty, i went purely to see the skints play but was pleasantly surprised at the other two sets: chris murray, an acoustic solo artist and mouthwash, a london based ska band. unfortunately random hand couldn't make it for reasons i don't actually know but it woulda been cool to be introduced to them as well

night started off somewhut quiet as spragg and i stood to the side (where the switched-on radiators were aha) head noddin' and boppin' to chris murray accompanied by skints jon and jamie. not quite jason mraz style but did remind me of, was upbeat and strong and his voice was ..pleasant and relaxing.. for lack of better words. earned our respect from the beginning with his alkaline trio t-shirt and wkd facial hair hah. enjoyed the singalong bits where the crowd chirped 'i need water, i need love' a lot. reckon it was something i would bust out whilst chilling with a few friends and that

after chris murray was the skints. playing basically all the songs from the album cept sociopath (which was a shammme) they deff got us moving. wasn't all that aware of what was going on behind but definitely remember getting a skank on and headbangin' a couple a times. think the songs that stood out ta me were contemplations and bright girl, atmosphere was definitely epic when everyone around me were shouting 'don't hold no fear'. ar shit and change the channel was up there in faves as well. umm, oh yeah, broke into a laugh when someone said 'i think they need some saxual healing' before marcia's wkd sax solo, too good. whole set was awesome doe and the heat was rising fast (with the help of the radiators which were ON). only downer was when i got pushed from behind and jogged josh's mic stand, didn't quite get knocked over but was pretty worried i'd fcked things up!

overall, brill night and £7 well spent. definitely beats this weird music coming from the flat either next to mine or above. probably upstairs tho, my upstairs neighbours can srsly suck it, they keep me up every night aha, i'm out.. peace xx















